EDIT, EDIT, EDIT: I had a moment of worry and self-reflection today and posted about it earlier. I'm not sure who read it and I'm glad no one commented yet. Thankfully, I received two spots of encouragement about the very thing I was worried about, and those two hadn't seen the blog today - I think. It's like the sun came out and shined on me. Anyway, the important thing is I worked through it and hopefully won't get myself into that fix again!